It's been a funny week and I'm not sure where my head's been at. Work has been quiet and not so quiet at the same time and I feel like I have too much on my mind these days. I'm going back to New York in a couple of weeks time and all I want now is to just fast forward until then. Tomorrow I am off to London - home for the weekend and it's the only thing that's really been keeping me going. I've had to have a couple of pep talks today alone from Suk and then on the phone with Paula and ohmygod I just really can't wait to be home.