It's been a good few days. Yesterday being my favourite.
I visited all the places I loved the most from the last two times I came to Stockholm except being on my own made it a completely different experience entirely. I was comfortable and everything was calm. Perhaps because I was already familiar but perhaps I got the space I needed. And the time to think.
But now I'm home again and everything is still the same. The shitton of junk that Mumma is still waiting for me to acknowledge (and remove) and all of that tidying and cleaning and organising and packing and ohhh god.
I'm gonna procrastinate to the last minute so I may as well make the most of it. This last week and a bit will be super busy. Just not busy doing anything Mumma needs me to do. There are people to see and dinners to be had and picnics and dancing and hugs all around.
Goodbyes are going to be sad but fun and actually I hope really goddamn happy because spending time with the greatest people for ever and ever it's never a goodbye goodbye, it's just a see you later.